DS9 Document EFTA00937507

From: To: "Jeffrey" <[email protected]> Subject: Chat with Joshua Fink 2 (my close friend) mentioned here has been diagnosed with this morning... Date: Fri, 08 Jun 2012 20:02:25 +0000 Importance: Normal Participants: - NYC, Joshua Fink Messages: - NYC: two just found out she has Can't believe it. She was having issues but wasn't sure it was just talked to her Joshua Fink: She ha - NYC Joshua Fink: You sure not Joshua Fink: She very young for - NYC: Yes - NYC: Needs Joshua Fink: Wow. That is terrible Joshua Fink: Has it spread? Joshua Fink: So she can't - NYC: She is the kindest person I ever met - NYC: Don't know. Joshua Fink: Is Joshua Fink: Hmm Joshua Fink: That is very sad Joshua Fink: You should go see her - NYC: I will cancel my meetings and goo see her now Joshua Fink: What meetings? The castings? - NYC: Yes - NYC: Can't believe it Joshua Fink: You can see her this afternoon- Joshua Fink: I just meant see her today - NYC: I can't think of an thing and do anything. Want to be with her Joshua Fink: She most likely hadM for years Joshua Fink: To get it Joshua Fink: And she right? - NYC: A lot Joshua Fink: Joshua Fink: That is sad...sony. (()) - NYC: She is the kindest human being - NYC: Can't believe losho,i Fink: Her being kind or not is not a necessary or sufficient condition for health. Many dictators live into their 90s Joshua Fink: But life is short and fragile....yes - NYC: I will try to help. Joshua Fink: Just be there for her emotionally - NYC: Emotions don't safe life. EFTA00937507 - NYC: I guessMcan help her too with doctors Joshua Fink: That is different Joshua Fink: Yes' can and should help her Joshua Fink: On that note, did one of your doctors in ny give you - NYC: Yes, my Mom told me to do it long time ago. I did So I dont have any risk Joshua Fink: Good - NYC: She also had before Joshua Fink: I don't believe there is much statistical correlation between the two. Joshua Fink: Witt there is big time. And I also bet she did not - NYC: Little. But there is. No upside of having Joshua Fink: No upside? - NYC: No positive consequences for the health. Joshua Fink: For health...no upside....but one does not do it for health benifits in first place so I don't get the oint - NYC: My point is that everything has its consequences. - NYC: I love you and have stood by you during what i know has been a very stressful time for you...however, I truly believe you should be ashamed of yourself. in the way you have decided to treat me. your strong reaction to a broken vase is far from the reaction to Ma that has permantenly damaged me. you have refused to help me with my visa. and get annoyed when i try to find an alternative. I have always been there for you, with all the love i can give. you have ignored my needs but obsessed about yours. The fundamental issue, as you put it, is what has driven you to behave in a way that i know you yourself are not proud of. the bad press, father, xanax overdosing. I fear that you have lost , who you really are. I know these times are difficult, if there is something i can do to help you I will. I want things to be good between us. Joshua Fink: What is it you suggest I do re your visa? Joshua Fink: I am proud of who I am...sorry you are not Joshua Fink: That was the meanest thing anyone has ever written me. Either it is genuinely mean or some attempted guilt trip with a total mess of actual facts. Joshua Fink: And how is bad press me behaving in a bad way9999 Joshua Fink: And my father??? Joshua Fink: And what does you-have to do with the fact that you chose to hide something from me....the two have nothing to do with one another... Joshua Fink: And with your visa, I have no idea what it is I can do beyond pay your agency to supplent your income and theirs because you are not getting work as a model Sent via BlacicBerry from T-Mobile EFTA00937508