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From: Sent: Friday, May 26, 2017 2:11 PM To: jeffrey E. Subject: Re: Because I'll do anything to not let you down. I believe it I-=;s in the process of growing to stand up and fall, stand up and falling ag=in and again until one day you stand up one more time and you don't fa=l anymore because you've learned how to walk. <=r> II giorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 4:04 PM=jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.=om <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto: Again = why should I On=Fri, May 26, 2017 at 9:58 AM <mailto > wr=te: Because I've cha=ged the way I perceive things in life and I believe I've matured in ma=y different aspects. I've been working hard, earned some money, found =yself and what I liked. It's already an achievement. I didn'= write you "I need" or "I want" or "I promise&quo=;. What I told you this time is to look at my actions and my relusts, noth=ng else. The fact that you didn't believe I wrote that message is the =erfec-t example. I took time and dedication to write what I wrote and inste=d of saying: " good job, you've improved. I'm proud of you&qu=t;, you said: " I know you didn't write it" after I -=;ve spent 2hours on it. II giorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 3:29 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]&g=; ha scritto: makes little di=ference to me, im not sure why you think i should help y=u? yes you need it , yes you want it. but th=ts the same old story , over and over. each time exactly=the same. i realize now. blah blah, this time is d=fferent blah blah, i promise blah blah t=ust me blah blah, . i want i need I want i need On Fri, M=y 26, 2017 at 9:15 AM, <mailto » wrote: Not sure if I should be =tattered or offended but I'll take it as a compliment =br> II iorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:54 P= <mailto > ha scritto: I've been writing, rewriting and corre=ting it in order to find the exact words and achieve perfection for almost=2 hours on my notes. I would never show this to anyone as it is for me ext=emely personal and heart-felt. II giorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:39 PM ha scritto: EFTA_R1_01413544 EFTA02389362 =div>I promise on my own life that I just wrote it II giorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:38 PM =effrey E. [email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: who wrote that? tell the truth, as i know you =ad help <=a» wrote: Than= you for taking the time to think about it... I will not =romise you anything but will let the actions speak by themselves. I would =ike to make you happy without causing you distress. If you ever decide to =ive me another chance, I will do my best not to let you down anymore not o=ly for you but also to prove to myself that I can make it. It took time bu= finally I've understood that no one else is going to do it for me if = don't. After repeated mistakes and falling, I'm learning to see I=fe with a different point of view shaped with discipline, learning, hard w=rk and gratitude in order to achieve my goals and grow to become a better =ersion of myself. I've been giving it a lot of thoughts and understood=what life is really about. Nothing can be achieved without discipline and =ardwork. I believe I'm ready to bring out the best of me in order to a=hieve concrete results by making a positive and meaningful change to my ev=ryday life and apply your guidance with a serious and mature approach. I a=ologize one more time for my mistakes and misbehavior hoping I can move fo=ward and never let it happen again. <=r> II giorno Wed, May 24, 20=7 alle 11:59 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: i ;I think aabout it ,but this is the EXACT sam= story for at least the 5th time On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 5:53 PM, MMI <mailto > wrote: not true. I've asked you so many times "ho= are you"," What can I do for you", told you so many times =hat I'll do anything for you. I know it's never enough but I never=receive an answer from you when I write you nice things or ask you what yo= would like. If I am being selfish right now it's becasue I'm in a=difficult situation, want to prove you that I can make it and that I can k=ep my word. If you tell me what would YOU like or need, I'll do it, ev=n after you told me you never loved me... Because I did. please note The =nformation contained in this communication is confidential, may be atto=ney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intend=d only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this 2 EFTA_R1_01413545 EFTA02389363 e-mail to communication o= any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you ha=e received this communication in error lease noti us immediately by=br>return e-mail or by destroy this co=munication and all copies thereof, including all attachments. copyright=-all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 10:30 PM, jeffrey E.=<[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» wrote: <mailto AIwYs always about you and what you need or want <=iv>Not as good as Ted essay you swore you wrote but lied <=4, On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2:57 PM < > wrote: If not I will not be able to continue my journey. I w=sh I could continue to work in Paris and assist this amazing photographer.=C240 I'm struggling to find a house that I can rent in Paris and have=to leave the place where I've been staying for more than a month that = friend landed me on June 1st. At least, I hope my written=English has improved after all these messages... II iorno Wed Ma 24 =2017 alle 8:17 PM <mailt > ha scritto: It was not the same situat=on and I was not earning money. I understood in which direction I want to =o but can't do it alone. If you give me one month of trial I can keep =rack of all my expenses and show you how motivated I am to do better =/div> II giorno Wed, May 24,=2017 alle 8:10 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: youve asked me the same questions 1,=A010 times , swore that this time was differeent t and then broke t=e agreements. each time I told you , if this con=inues you will lose me, it did and you did solid;padding-left:lex"> On Wed Ma 24 2017 at =:09 PM, <mailto wrote: =blockquote class="gmail_quote" style="margin:0 0 0 .8ex;border-left:lp= #ccc How can I prove you I'll keep =y word ? II gior=o Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:07 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto:<=r> im not sure why you even think=after all that you have done that i should help . many =thers that keep their word come first. On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2:06 PM1 <mailto > wrote: 3 EFTA_R1_01413546 EFTA02389364 I'm doing what you asked me to do and understa=d things better now but still I'm not able to support myself entirely.=I'm trying 1= giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:03 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scr=tto: congragulations On Wed, May 24= 2017 at 1:59 PM, <mailto » =rote: The difference is that I'=e never earned money before and never worked so hard. please note The information contained in this communication is =onfidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside i=formation, and is intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the=property of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying o= this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and m=y be unlawful. If you have received this communication in error, pleasernotify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to destroy this communication and all copies thereof, including a=l attachments. copyright -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:57 PM, jeffrey E. =span><[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> wrote: youve apolgized at least 12 times I have over 20 Im sorry , =t wont happen again I PROMISE. this is just more of th= same. . only last week you were screaming in the street. caus=ng distress to everyone in my house. ringing the bell incessantly. =C240jumping up and downd and yelling. . i have =o idea , why you think that is how girls behave.. you=pronised to take care of tyour money at least three times before. =C24iik . i see no difference now. it is exaclty the same as be=ore On Wed, May =4, 2017 at 1:51 PM, <mailto I apologize for everything = did. Today I've made my first invoice. I swear I'm doing my best =o earn money, and learn things. I've never found myself in this situat=on before and it's entirely my fault. I know I've let you down so =any times. How can I prove to you that I will keep my promise and continue=working ? Tell me what results I should bring and I'll do it 4 EFTA_R1_01413547 EFTA02389365 <mailto please note =he information contained in this communication is confidential, may be =ttorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is in=ended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communicati=n or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If yo= have received this communication in error, please notify us immediate', by return e-mail or by e-mail to ,and destroy thi= communication and all copies thereof, including all attachments. copyr=ght -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:32 PM, jeffrey E. =span><[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> wrote: you have told me the same story 3 times. each time you ask =nd then do as you please throw tantrums. scream. threat=n . keep everyonein my house awake. . i asked you to keep tr=ck of the money the last three times. , you agreed. you =greed to take a part time jon and then quit after two weeks. . Q=A0 and then you scream that i should not have helped you , if i thought it=was the wrong thing. . On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 1:10 PM= <mailto > wrote: Jeffrey, I had no idea what was reality b=fore. You started by sending me an incredible amount of money like 10k, so=etimes 5k and then when I was going to school you were sending me 4K or 3k=a month which I extremely appreciated but I wasn't prepared for it, I =ad really no idea at that time what was the value of money ending up doing=stupid things and not taking life seriously. Even if I was told, everythin= seemed very abstract in my mind. Now that I collapsed I know. Now that I =ind myself in this situation, that I've started working and earning so=e, I understand how hard it is and how much work there is behind and wish =veryday I knew this before... I don't earn a house and the money I ear= doesn't even cover the rent even though I'm working. Jeffrey, I d=d understand the lesson. I beg you, please forgive me. I need your help. l=#39;m drowning, I'm not able to support myself all alone. <=div> II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 a=le 6:05 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto: no, that is the same amount that i gave you =efore, the same amount that you screamed I dont care if=i spend all the money you gave me on tickets to new york. . th= same amount that you promised to account for but broked your promis=, the same amount that most people make wroking full time. On Wed, May 24= 2017 at 10:22 AM, <mailto »=wrote: Would that be ok for you ? 5 EFTA_R1_01413548 EFTA02389366 II giorno Tue, May 23, 2017 alle 9:27 AM <mailto » ha scritto: 2000 : 1500 rent + 500 food, for the rest I will earn it. II giorno Mon, May 22, 2017 alle 6:26=PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: how much money do you need.? a month On Mon, Ma 22, 2017 at 1=:08 AM, <mai wrote: =blockquote class= .gmail_quote" style="margin:0 0 0 .8ex;border-left:lp= ticcc solid;padding-left:lex"> True. I have no excuses. The =nly thing I can tell you is that I'm trying to do better by learning f=om my mistakes in order to not repeat them. I've waisted my time by go=ng to parties instead of being serious. Everything was confused in my mind=and I didn't really know what path to take, it's very easy to get =ost when you are young, specially into fake illusions. Still now, I'm =rying to understand myself and who I am. I believe it takes time and it L;5 different from person to person. Now little by little I've started =o focus more. I'm starting to understand real life, what are my priori=ies and things that really matter. Here are some actual facts: I'=ve started to earn some money ( which I've never did before ) which I =elieve it's already a small accomplishment. I did some babysitting and=after 2 paid trial days ( 250 euros per day ) shooting for Vogue and Dior,=I've got hired by one of the best fashion photographers called to be his assistant ( paid job ). I'm very happy and excited to =ork and learn from him which is better than any photography school. II= ready to work as long as I need to in order to build my skills and stand =ut in that field. I think I've achieved some results and gained some v=lue if I compare myself 2 years ago from now. Thanks to you I had the poss=bility to make many interesting experiences like Ferragamo in China and Al=ia in Paris. Even though I didn't get hired from them, those expe=iences allowed me to understand what I like and what I don't like and =haped in part the person I am. Thanks to the Alaia internship and my =assion for photography I am now working with doing what I re=lly like. However even though I work hard and I am paid I cannot fully sup=ort myself to pay a rent and my living in Paris. I really would like to co=tinue through this path, I feel it's the right one but I need your hel=, your support and your advices because I cannot make it by myself. <=div> I promise I will use my money wisely without throwing it away int= futilities like parties and holidays because I want to grow and build my =kills, my carrier and hopefully my future self. II giorno Mon, May 22, 2017 alle 11:5= AM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <[email protected]» ha scritto: > wrote: I truly apologize for my mistakes and behavior in=the last 2 years. Please tell me what I should do and I'll do it. What=results should I bring ? I'll do anything for it. I cannot make it thr=ugh Life without you. You are the only person who can guide me, I've g=t no one else. 6 EFTA_R1_01413549 EFTA02389367 II giorno Sun, May 21, 2017 alle 3:07 PM jeffrey=E. <jeevacat=on@gmailcom <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto: <mailto <=iv>No nothing. - tantrums , crisis after crisis good bye ar> On Sun, May 21, 2017 at 8:25 AM < > wrote: I have a last question. What happened about Cartier and sc=ool was 2 years ago. I apologized many times and you know how sorry I was =nd I am. You forgave me and we kept talking to each other. Exactly 6=months ago,ln November we saw each other in Paris and everything was norma=. Just after, when I started working for Alala you started distancing=yourself with no reason, recalling something that happened 2 years ago. My=last question is: What did I do in November to diserve this ? Is it becaus= I told you I was sad we didn't sleep together the last time I saw you=? Because it's since that moment that everything became weird. Please =ell me the truth =div>ll giorno Sun, May 21, 2017 alle 2:05 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> =a scritto: stealing the car, =ying about knowing how to drive ( which you also did ). =C24, at some point the kid says , yes I DID IT 4>=A0 i have no one to blame but myself. please=dont write me anymore I find it painful to read On Sun, May 21, 2017 at 7:5= AM, <mailto => > wrote: Maybe the kid was just looking for a react=on in order to have closer guidance, not only by having someone telling hi= but having someone teaching him. II giorno Sat, May 20, 2017 alle 11:58 AM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]</=» ha scritto: quite the c=ntrary you tell the child , you dont know how to drive i= takes time to learnn the kid STEALS the car and c=ashes it. . you forgive him , you tell him his actions h=ve consequences , but he steals the car again, run= over some other kids , and then whines that he doesnt k=ow how to drive. . =br> On Fri, May 19, 2017 at 4:53 PM, ■ <mailto > wrote: I have never said that. You are so used in manipulatin= people that you constantly have to twist the sentences your way. What I s=id is that you don't let a child drive alone a car that YOU gave him a=d let him go faster when he doesn't know how to drive just because he =s having fun when you are aware he is going to crash BUT you don't kic= him out of the car either. You sit next to him and you teach him how to d=ive by 7 EFTA_R1_01413550 EFTA02389368 turning the steering weel if he goes off track and pulling the brea= if you need to ( you can't do that through a phone or by email).4>=A0 What you have done after giving the car to the=kid is kicking him out after he drove to fast leaving him alone with no ca= in the middle of the highway saying "I wish you well" knowing h= is going to die hitted by another car. End=of the story: the kid is obviously happy and grateful he received a car as=a gift because without it he couldn't have drove until where he is now= However he cannot continue the journey stranded on a highway. =div> II giorno Thu, May =8, 2017 alle 3:18 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]=» ha scritto: I have left paris for california.4>=A0 I wish you well. I have little reason to =rust anything you say. after many times promises agreeme=ts. pledges all broken. To suggest that my giving =n to your crying , whing, and stupidity , was the wrong thing to do=C2*. and I should have not helped earlier is typical =f your convoluted way of thinking please note The information contained in this communication is confidential, may =e attorney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is=intended only for the use of the addressee. It is the property of JE= Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or an= part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. 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