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From: jeffrey E. <[email protected]> Sent: Saturda 27, 2017 10:37 AM To: Subject: Fwd: Forwarded messag= From: jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» Date: Tue, Jan 5, 2016 at 8:16 AM Sub'ect: Re: To= <mailto > > your life is NOT in =y hands , it is in yours. I have already paid for school this =emester. . I want to see the final grades. =C2 get them. if you hve to go to the school , get them. =AO Id rather you go to school to learn a skill. that you can use in =ife. . watching movies is not one of them, gender =tudies is not one. . graphic design, . photography=, even i could live with . you have told me in the past photo =sst. fasion job, I sent you to china , and you complaine= about people having to actually work.. in you email as in most oth=rs you say yes i lied BUT . yes i stole BUT. .. th=n i lied again BUT it wasnt mean??? what is that. =C2 you lie to someone who trusts you but that is not mean , it is prote=tion from consequences. ? lead me to belive that you are doing=what you promised. ? I wanted to leave early, I asked you thre= times if you were packed , the third time I said go pack NOW.=C2 you decided not to. . you told me on the ranch i know ho= to drive. ?! I had to say show me. to find you we=e lying. . could have been dangerious. I tell you to learn how=to cook something, spent hours on you tube. =no you want to text your friends. . knowing you we=e failgn school , you didnt even ask your school for help. =AO. the very night before you showed me your grades I asked w=at clases you took, you didnt say movies. and then when =aught , didnt say im sorry, more bullshit. . =a degree comes with a score. peopl in biz ask for that s=ore. having a degree with a low score. is worse than hav=ng none.. On Tue, Jan 5, 2016 at 5:44 AM, > wrote: mails > =div style="colorrgb(69,69,69);font-family:UICTFontTextStyleBody;font-si=e:17px;text-decoration:-webkit- letterpress">l was under shock. That moment=you told me you would never speak to me again I felt like if I had the who=e world falling on me and felt totally abandoned all of a sudden. This hor=ible feeling was caused because you represent for me a stable rock in my c=aotic life. I'm not talking only about the financial part which obviou=ly helped me a lot but more important you turned into a Father, a lover, a=mentor, a friend... Everything. I've isolated myself from all the peop=e that surrounded me to follow your directions because spending time with =ou is what gives me the most happiness. At that moment what else should I =ave done ? I reacted impulsively because in that instant everything turned=black. I know it must be difficult to deal with a 21-year-old's feelin=s and I understand you can lose your patience. I wish I would have had you= wisdom so that I could keep up with you. But I can't. I also thought =our promise on the dock was just to shut me up which made me even more sad=.. and that was even more painful. Whe= I lied to u it was always the consequence of my reckless acts. The reason=l lie is when I'm scared to deal with the truth so I make up stories t=ying to get around your imminent anger or deception. Obviously it never works and EFTA_R1_01886012 EFTA02647849 gets even worse later--"lies have short legs"--but this d=esn't make me a bad person because it's never done in a mean way. =alues are extremely important to me and loyalty is the one I would never g=ve up for anything. The fact that I lied doesn't take away my values a=d the fact that I will always be loyal to you. You told me once you will a=ways be there for me just like I will always be there for you... Yes, alwa=s. Also when you will get older I will be there for you and that is a prom=se that I will keep no matter what happens... because I care. I really do.=/div> I know that I've let you down so many ti=es, but never so much as I let myself down. However, experiencing failure =s the only way for me to learn and understand how to do things right. My m=ods are very unstable and when I'm down I feel paralyzed, closing myse=f in loneliness... I wish I could change. Maybe speaking with I psychologi=t would be helpful. =/div> The reason I want to go =o school is that my mother never got a diploma and this is one of her bigg=st regrets. She couldn't find a job later on also because of this... U=like you, she had no particular talent to make it without one and until no= I haven't discovered any in myself either. For this reason getting a =egree would give me additional security. You=told me I need to find a part time job by mid-February and I think it'= a good idea. I already started asking around for anything available and a=ked for help on my cv. As you know nobody of my family ever worked so I do='t have any good examples to follow when it comes to all of this...Unt=l I get a real position somewhere, I really would like to continue my stud=es. The other reason is that unlike the US, here in Europe everything is m=re difficult, people are closed minded and the mentality is different whi=h makes it even harder to make it without one. I'm starting to get to know myself a little more now and I kno= that for me it takes longer to assimilate and make things work but at the=end I do make it... It is a question of time and getting all the parts tog=ther. Jeffrey, I am extremely grateful=for your help. I've realized that I've put my life in your hands..= and I know or at least I hope that one day you will be proud of me. =div style="colorrgb(69,69,69);font-family:UICTFontTextStyleBody;font-si=e:17px;text-decoration:-webkit- letterpress"> Ps: I'm trying to get my grades to send them t= you but I don't know why they don't show up. I know they are very=bad and that this will be an additional big deception... Now I know and wi=l do everything I can to make it right next time. I won't let you down= please note The information contain=d in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privile=ed, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for the =se of the addressee. 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