EFTA02647904

From: Sent: To: Subject: jeffrey E. <[email protected]> Friday, May 26, 2017 1:30 PM Re: makes little difference to me, im not su=e why you think i should help you? yes you need it , yes=you want it. but thats the same old story , over and over.4)=A0 each time exactly the same. i realize now. blah=blah, this time is different blah blah, i promis= blah blah , trust me blah blah, . i w=nt i need I want i need On Fri, May 26, 2017 at 9:15 AM, <=pan <mailto > wrote: Not sure if I should be flattered or offended but take it as a compliment II giorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:54 PM > ha scritto: I've been writing, rewriting and correcting it in order to find the e=act words and achieve perfection for almost 2 hours on my notes. I would n=ver show this to anyone as it is for me extremely personal and heart-felt.=/div> II giorno Fri, May 26,=2017 alle 2:39 PM <nlailtc » ha scritto: I promise on my own Life t=at I just wrote it II giorno Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:38 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha=scritto: who wrote that?Q=A0 tell the truth, as i know you had help On Fri, May 26, 2017 at 8:3= AM, <mailto > wrote: Thank you for taking the time to=think about it... I will not promise you anything but wil= let the actions speak by themselves. I would like to make you happy witho=t causing you distress. If you ever decide to give me another chance, I wi=l do my best not to let you down anymore not only for you but also to prov= to myself that I can make it. It took time but finally I've understoo= that no one else is going to do it for me if I don't. After repeated =istakes and falling, I'm learning to see life with a different point o= view shaped with discipline, learning, hard work and gratitude in order t= achieve my goals and grow to become a better version of myself. I've =een giving it a lot of thoughts and understood what life is really about. =othing can be achieved without discipline and hardwork. I believe I'm =eady to bring out the best of me in order to achieve concrete results by m=king a positive and meaningful change to my everyday life and apply your g=idance with a serious and mature approach. I apologize one more time for m= mistakes and misbehavior hoping I can move forward and never let it happe= again. EFTA_R1_01886211 EFTA02647904 II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 11:59 PM jeffrey E. =Itjeevacation@=mail.com <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto: = ;I think aabout it ,but this is the EXACT same story for at l=ast the 5th time On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 5:53 PM, > wrote: not=true. I've asked you so many times "how are you"," What=can I do for you", told you so many times that I'll do anything f=r you. I know it's never enough but I never receive an answer from you=when I write you nice things or ask you what you would like. If I am being=selfish right now it's becasue I'm in a difficult situation, want =o prove you that I can make it and that I can keep my word. If you tell me=what would YOU like or need, I'll do it, even after you told me you ne=er loved me... Because I did. please note The information cont=ined in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client priv=leged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only for t=e use of the addressee. It is the property of Unautho=ized use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part there=f is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this=br>communication in error, please notify us immediately by <mailto return e-mai= or by e-mail to > , and destroy this communication and =11 copies thereof, including all attachments. copyright -all rights res=rved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 10:30 PM, jeffrey E.=<[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> wrote: AIwYs always about you and what you need or want On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 4:25 PIVI <mailto > wrote: I will not continue to argue for this story that ha=pened 2 years ago. What's important is that I know my limits and what ='m capable of, I will not try to convince you to believe me if you don=#39;t. This is not the issue anyways... What I can tell you now is that I&=39;m trying my best to do better but can't do this alone. <=iv> 2 EFTA_R1_01886212 EFTA02647905 II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 9:=9 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto: Not as good as Ted essay you swore you wrote but lied40=A0 On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2=57 PM <mailto > wrote: If not I will not be able to continue =y journey. I wish I could continue to work in Paris and assist this amazin= photographer. I'm struggling to find a house that I can rent in=Paris and have to leave the place where I've been staying for more tha= a month that a friend landed me on June 1st. At least, I =ope my written English has improved after all these messages... II ior=o Wed, Ma 24, 2017 alle 8:17 PM <mailt >= ha scritto: It was not =he same situation and I was not earning money. I understood in which direc=ion I want to go but can't do it alone. If you give me one month of tr=al I can keep track of all my expenses and show you how motivated I am to =o better II gior=o Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:10 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto:<=r> youve asked me the same =uestions 10 times, swore that this time was differeent t and then =C240 broke the agreements. each time I told you , 4>=A0if this continues you will lose me, it did and you di= On Wed, Ma= 24, 2017 at 2:09 PM, <mailtc » wrote: How can I prove you &II keep my word ? II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:07 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]>= ha scritto: im not sure why =ou even think after all that you have done that i should help . 4o=A0 many others that keep their word come first. On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2=06 PM, <mailtci l» wrote: <=lockquote class="gmail_quote" style="margin:0 0 .8ex;border-left:lpx=#ccc solid;padding-left:lex"> I'm doing what you asked me to =o and understand things better now but still I'm not able to support m=self entirely. I'm trying II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:03 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]» ha scritto: 3 EFTA_R1_01886213 EFTA02647906 congragul=tions <=a» wrote: The difference=is that I've never earned money before and never worked so hard. </=iv> <mailto please note The information contained in =his communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, m=y constitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of=the addressee. It is the property of Unauthorized use= disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is str=ctly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this commu=ication in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e=mail to [email protected] > , and destroy this communication and all copie= thereof, including all attachments. copyright -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:57 PM, jeffrey E. =span><[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» wrote: youve apolgized at least 12 times I have over 20 Im sorry, =t wont happen again I PROMISE. this is just more of th= same. . only last week you were screaming in the street. caus=ng distress to everyone in my house. ringing the bell incessantly. =C24>jumping up and downd and yelling. . i have =o idea , why you think that is how girls behave.. you=pronised to take care of tyour money at least three times before. =C24k . i see no difference now. it is exaclty the same as be=ore On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 1:51 PM, > wrote: I a=ologize for everything I did. Today I've made my first invoice. I swea= I'm doing my best to earn money, and learn things. I've never fou=d myself in this situation before and it's entirely my fault. I know l=#39;ve let you down so many times. How can I prove to you that I will keep=my promise and continue working ? Tell me what results I should bring and =111 do it =div class=“m_1902294165607465034m_- 5724571548276849075m 4049085996584375=31m_ 4193816408578311474m_5438186574337794676m_6942155062798076281m_843905=168880893566m_7194192590 266512615m_8830648399743560512m_-87312432249903681=7m_-147425382751023677m_- 2696916263641579985m_- 520298656662358364m_7803117=97131855122m_530665293349106161m_8226346620938210701m_671515559483 4 EFTA_R1_01886214 EFTA02647907 9692739m=975348339956062914m_7487678335932544850m_- 1500307023196244384m_73395284270=2748538gmail_signature" data-smartmail="gmail_signature"> =div> please note The information contained in this commun=cation is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may const=tute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the addres=ee. It is the property of Unauthorized use, disclosur= or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly prohi=ited and may be unlawful. If you have received this communication in=error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to [email protected] <mailto > , and destroy this communication and all copies thereof,<=r>including all attachments. copyright -all rights reserved </=iv> On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:32 PM, jeffrey E. =span><[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» wrote: you have told me the same story 3 times. each time you ask =nd then do as you please throw tantrums. scream. threat=n . keep everyonein my house awake. . i asked you to keep tr=ck of the money the last three times. , you agreed. you =greed to take a part time jon and then quit after two weeks. . ifr=A0 and then you scream that i should not have helped you , if i thought it=was the wrong thing. . On Wed, M=y 24, 2017 at 1:10 PM, <mailto > wrote: Jeffrey, I had no i=ea what was reality before. You started by sending me an incredible amount=of money like 10k, sometimes 5k and then when I was going to school you we=e sending me 4K or 3k a month which I extremely appreciated but I wasn'=t prepared for it, I had really no idea at that time what was the value of=money ending up doing stupid things and not taking life seriously. Even if=l was told, everything seemed very abstract in my mind. Now that I collaps=d I know. Now that I find myself in this situation, that I've started =orking and earning some, I understand how hard it is and how much work the=e is behind and wish everyday I knew this before... I don't earn a hou=e and the money I earn doesn't even cover the rent even though I'm=working. Jeffrey, I did understand the lesson. I beg you, please forgive m=. I need your help. I'm drowning, I'm not able to support myself a=I alone. II gior=o Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 6:05 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto:<=r> no, that is the same am=unt that i gave you before, the same amount that you screamed= I dont care if i spend all the money you gave me on tickets to new y=rk. . the same amount that you promised to account for b=t broked your promise, the same amount that most people make wrokin= full time. On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 10:22 AM, wrote: 5 EFTA_R1_01886215 EFTA02647908 Would that be ok for you ? II giorno Tue, May 23, 2017 alle 9:2= AM <mailto » ha scritto: 2000 : 1500 rent 4. 500 food, for the rest I w=ll earn it. II giorno Mon, M=y 22, 2017 alle 6:26 PM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:jeevacation@gmail=com» ha scritto: =blockquote class="gmail_quote" style="margin:0 0 .8ex;border-left:lp= #ccc solid;padding-left:lex"> how much money do you need.? a mo=th On M=n, May 22, 2017 at 10:08 AM, <mailto > &=t; wrote: True. I =ave no excuses. The only thing I can tell you is that I'm trying to do=better by learning from my mistakes in order to not repeat them. I've =aisted my time by going to parties instead of being serious. Everything wa= confused in my mind and I didn't really know what path to take, it Hs very easy to get lost when you are young, specially into fake illusions= Still now, I'm trying to understand myself and who I am. I believe it=takes time and it's different from person to person. Now little by lit=le I've started to focus more. I'm starting to understand real lif=, what are my priorities and things that really matter. Here are some acturl facts: I've started to earn some money ( which I've never =id before ) which I believe it's already a small accomplishment. I did=some babysitting and after 2 paid trial days ( 250 euros per day ) shootin= for Vogue and Dior, I've got hired by one of the best fashion photogr=phers called Paolo Roversi to be his assistant ( paid job ). I'm very =appy and excited to work and learn from him which is better than any photo=raphy school. I'm ready to work as long as I need to in order to build=my skills and stand out in that field. I think I've achieved some resu=ts and gained some value if I compare myself 2 years ago from now. Thanks =o you I had the possibility to make many interesting experiences like Ferr=gamo in China and Alaia in Paris. Even though I didn't get hired =rom them, those experiences allowed me to understand what I like and what = don't like and shaped in part the person I am. Thanks to the Ala4e=AFa internship and my passion for photography I am now working with Paolo =oversi doing what I really like. However even though I work hard and I am =aid I cannot fully support myself to pay a rent and my living in Paris. I =eally would like to continue through this path, I feel it's the right =ne but I need your help, your support and your advices because I cannot ma=e it by myself. I promise I will use my money wisely witho=t throwing it away into futilities like parties and holidays because I wan= to grow and build my skills, my carrier and hopefully my future self.Q=A0 II giorno Mon= May 22, 2017 alle 11:50 AM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:jeevacation@g=ail.com» ha scritto: </=iv> its easy, go through th= last two years of emails that you have sent me . search=for the word "sorry" . or phrase &=uot;l'm sorry, " On Sun, May 21,=2017 at 9:22 AM, <mailto > w=ote: 6 EFTA_R1_01886216 EFTA02647909 I truly apologize for my =istakes and behavior in the last 2 years. Please tell me what I should do =nd I'll do it. What results should I bring ? I'll do anything for =t. I cannot make it through Life without you. You are the only person who =an guide me, I've got no one else. =br> II giorno Sun, May 21, 2=17 alle 3:07 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: No nothing. - tantrums , crisis after crisis =C240good bye On Sun, May 21= 2017 at 8:25 AM > wrote: I have a last question. What hap=ened about Cartier and school was 2 years ago. I apologized many times and=you know how sorry I was and I am. You forgave me and we kept talking to e=ch other. Exactly 6 months ago,ln November we saw each other in Pari= and everything was normal. Just after, when I started working for Ala4k=AFa you started distancing yourself with no reason, recalling something th=t happened 2 years ago. My last question is: What did I do in November to =iserve this ? Is it because I told you I was sad we didn't sleep toget=er the last time I saw you ? Because it's since that moment that every=hing became weird. Please tell me the truth =div class="gmail_quote"> II giorno Sun, May 21, 2017 alle 2:05 PM je=frey E. <jee=acation@gmailcom <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: stealing the car, lying about knowing how to drive ( which y=u also did ). at some point the kid says , yes I D=D IT i have no one to blame but myself. l>=A0 please dont write me anymore I find it painful =ci read =n Sun, May 21, 2017 at 7:57 AM, <1=» wrote: Maybe the kid w=s just looking for a reaction in order to have closer guidance, not only b= having someone telling him but having someone teaching him. II giorno Sat, May 20, 2017 alle 11:58=AM Jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]> ha scritto: quite the contrary you tell the child , yo= dont know how to drive it takes time to learnn the kid =TEALS the car and crashes it. . you forgive him , you te=l him his actions have consequences , but he steals the =ar again, runs over some other kids , and then whi=es that he doesnt know how to drive.. <=iv class="gmail_extra"> 7 EFTA_R1_01886217 EFTA02647910 On Fri, May 19, 20=7 at 4:53 PM, anailtc » wrot=: I have never said that. You =re so used in manipulating people that you constantly have to twist the se=tences your way. What I said is that you don't let a child drive alone=a car that YOU gave him and let him go faster when he doesn't know how=to drive just because he is having fun when you are aware he is going to c=ash BUT you don't kick him out of the car either. You sit next to him =nd you teach him how to drive by turning the steering weel if he goes off =rack and pulling the break if you need to ( you can't do that through = phone or by email). What you have done aft=r giving the car to the kid is kicking him out after he drove to fast leav=ng him alone with no car in the middle of the highway saying "I wish =ou well" knowing he is going to die hitted by another car. End of the story: the kid is obviously happy and grate=ul he received a car as a gift because without it he couldn't have dro=e until where he is now. However he cannot continue the journey stranded o= a highway. =div>ll giorno Thu, May 18, 2017 alle 3:18 PM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> =a scritto: I have left paris=C2* for california. I wish you well. =1 have little reason to trust anything you say. after many tim=s promises agreements. pledges all broken. 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