To this day. I attend AA meetings, but I

To this day. I attend AA meetings, but I v ha numero r relapses and know that only by the eracc of God do I continue to live. I have twice since the abuse The photos attached as Exhibit I show me in a coma in hospital after my attempt in 2008. The photos in Exhibit 2 are of me in the hospital after my 201 ing my litigation against Epstein, Maxwell, ■ which was severely retraumatizing. Last year, I travelled to New York from England (where I now live) to attend Maxwell's trial. That was both therapeutic and traumatizing. It was therapeutic to hear the testimony of the four- brave victim-witnesses, whose experience paralleled my own, to know that I was not alone and that our story was finally being told for the world to hear But unfortunately. it was also traumatizing to relive the experience, and my flashbacks and the nightmares have increased since then. in October and I am grateful that the jury believed the victims and returned a guilty verdict. I look forward to at