EFTA Document EFTA01817599

To: From: Sent SubJect Jeevacation Mon 7/20/2009 11:16:10 AM Re: I could use your help in palm beach you could earn money and help me get back in shape please Sent from my iPhonc On Jul 17, 2009, at 9:50 AM, = > wrote: Jeffrey, it sounds crazy but all this week everyday I've been in Pilates studio 5 hours preparing myself for institute in Geneva. It made me really think and analyze my wants connecting my life with Pilates. You were 100% right and Thank God i just realized it myself, that what you were telling me about prosuing this. This is not what i really am. This idea was like only escape to be able to do something that would make me feel confident and i always wanted to find my fortune aboard...but at the moment Pilates is not for me...I am to young for that..i am just 23 years old... I am so embarrassed now in front of you, but i can't hide this for you and myself as well. I feel so bad, so small , but in the same time happy to realize before its too late...Ones you decide you get relieved. I asked Rich to wait couple of days regarding the payment for course...i will send him an email telling that we cancel the payment... I apologize You, because it is not a first time I am disappointing you. I won't be surprise if you get upset with me ...I don't understand why its so hard to find myself...I am just wishing for a moment that something comes my way and i will be sure abut it. To star from the little things, like learning English and French may be having a job that doesn't require too much commitment and responsibility. The only realistic thing what i am having now is opportunity to study in Lyon.I will star in September. I might get a scholarship, 600euros per month its fully enough for me.i might have enough time to work. the communication, different school, people, their culture opens our mind...i am sure i will find myself. ..Lyon is close to Geneva,i won't loose the idea about watches and jewels... Thank you for listening...Forgive me dear Jeffrey... Million Thank You for your kindness and good will. Lots of love. Windows LiveTM: Keep your life in sync. Check it out. EFTA_R1_00189471 EFTA01817599